One thing i've learned is never take life too seriously. Just have fun! Live in the moment and enjoy everyday like its your last. )
Not good enough for myself
No matter how hard i try. I’m never good enough. I want to be skinnier, prettier, i want to feel better about myself. But no matter what i do, i never change. It never changes. Sometimes i think ‘what’s the point’ sometimes i just want to be happy but my thoughts are keeping that from happening. I just want to forget every insecurity i have and just live life without worrying about how i look or who i am. But that will never happen. I always worry. I always think bad about myself. I always think the worst about myself. I’ve spent too many days sitting in bed crying, too many days not eating anything, too many days looking at myself in the mirror and thinking how ugly i am. I’ve spent too many days thinking i’m not good enough. But that will never change. I will always think that.
Here i am. pouring my heart out to other people who feel the same way i do. Why? Because we all need to let out how we feel, and it’s come to the point where no one else understands. No one else gets it. They say oh i know how you feel. But they don’t not really. No one gets it but you. No matter how many times i try to explain how i feel to someone they brush it off, they say i’m just be over dramatic. Is it over dramatic if i try to take my own life? I bet you would reconsider saying it was no big deal.
This girl is nothing special. She isn’t super talented or extraordinary. But somehow a famous pop star falls for her.
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